19 …

(Written May 1, 2026)

I recently came across a photo album dating from my first study abroad experience, my summer in the United Kingdom, July – August 2000.  The one that inspired all of the others.  Somehow, almost 26 years ago.  Thinking about all the life I’ve experienced since then inspired the following.

London, England … Summer 2000

19 …

Before 9/11 …

Before Ecuador and Spain …

Before Austin and Andy …

Before the Accident …

Before Wheaten and Merida …

Before Graduation …

Before Brian and Houston …

Before Bay City …

Before the one-state recession …

Before the blog …

Before unemployment …

Before Best Buy and black Friday …

Before retail management …

Before living with Grandma Reid …

Before losing my grandparents …

Before the Great Recession …

Before becoming an aunt …

Before all of our adventures …

Before rediscovering the livery …

Before Garrett grew up …

Before Delta and SVSU …

Before becoming Ms. Russell …

Before substitute teaching …

Before student teaching …

Before St. Mike’s …

Before the Pandemic …

Before the destruction …

Before the flood …

Before meeting John …

Before love …

Before Alpena …

Before the concerts …

Before I watched it all fall apart …

And before I slowly put it all together once again …

Before adulthood and middle age …

I still keep calm and carry on …

Living History – Part 1

(Written March 2, 2026)

I do not want to turn this into a political discussion, but world events over the last several weeks have only served to underscore how we are watching history unfold daily at this point.  First, Venezuela.  A young Venezuelan business student became one of the first students I met in the Eli Broad College of Business at Michigan State.  In fact, I may have met her at the Broad Business Student Camp I attended the summer before my senior year of high school.  Sadly, after all of these decades, I cannot remember her name.  Prior to meeting her, I didn’t know or realize that in the late 1990s, Venezuela had one of the most developed economies in all of Latin America.  All thanks to oil, of course.  I do remember that she was about to graduate and head home.  As Venezuela fell under Chavez’s dictatorship and became a Communist country, I often thought of her and the Venezuelan people.  What happened to the future she planned during her time at Michigan State?

After Maduro’s downfall a few weeks ago, I can’t help but continue to watch Facebook Reels and Tiktoks of the Venezuelan people celebrating and praying for a bright future for Venezuela.  So many left years ago.  So many families separated for decades.  I can’t begin to understand what they have been through the last 25 years.  I pray that it will soon come to an end.

And now, Iran.  To put things into perspective, Iran has been under the control of Ayatollah Khomeini since before I was born.  Even though the hostages were taken nearly a year before I was born, they were still in the news when I finally arrived.  It would take another month for them to finally be freed.  Most people don’t realize what Iran was like before it became a brutal theocracy oppressing all until its control, especially women.  Research it for yourself. It is eye-opening. Some seem to forget this, but A Handmaid’s Tale is partly inspired by the oppression of women in Iran (much more to come on that topic at a later date).  Prior to the revolution, women were not segregated from men in public.  They were not in theory or legally property of their husbands or nearest male relatives.  There were no requirements to wear a hijab or simply fade into the background of society.  Women fully participated in society.

Over the last couple of days, I’ve been watching Reels and TikToks, impassioned pleas from Iranian-Americans, extremely grateful for the fall of Kholmeini.  The descriptions of what their relatives have endured in recent history, particularly over the last few months, is heart wrenching.  I’ve watched an Iranian-American woman describe how their mom group chats here in the US detail the logistics of school and sporting events, while their sister mothers in Iran debate the risk and daily terror of sending their children to school at all.  Another woman described how she wished her grandmother was alive to see this.  In 1980, her grandmother was jailed, raped, and tortured by the regime, all for being an artist. I never dreamed that I would see the day when Iranian-Americans would take to the streets of Los Angeles to celebrate the fall of the Iranian government. Think about that and what a powerful statement that is.

I will never understand how people can condemn these actions.  Do they not see the decades of suffering?  Do they not see the oppression? Do they not see how governments such as Iran destabilize everything?  If you don’t believe me, take a look at how much support the US has from other countries in the Middle East.  This isn’t Vietnam.  This isn’t Iraq.

A Few of My Favorite Things: Grandma Reid’s Senior Picture

Julia Suszko’s senior portait. She graduated from Sterling High School in 1942.

(Originally Written February 20, 2026)

In all honesty, most of my favorite possessions aren’t worth much on the surface.  I value sentimentality, nostalgia, and family connections.  One of my prized possessions is actually a framed copy of Grandma Reid’s senior picture.  More than anything, as someone interested in genealogy, I love the story behind it.

Let me set the stage:  First, Grandma and I were always close.  I’m not exactly sure why; we just were.  We were always going somewhere.  She took my siblings, cousins, friends, and I on all sorts of adventures, and I’ve always cherished those times. I am so grateful that she was such a huge part of my childhood, and quite frankly, along with my parents, one of my first teachers.

Coincidentally, one of my dad’s first cousins, Lugene, became obsessed with genealogy.  In fact, it rubbed off on me.  Thanks to Lugene, I know so much about the Suszko side of my dad’s family, Grandma Reid’s family of origin.  Whenever I had a genealogical question, I called Lugene. We even served on the board for the Huron Shores Genealogy Society together for several years.

I’m not exactly sure when it happened, but once Grandma’s older sister Kay (Polenz) passed away, Lugene obtained a pristine copy of Grandma’s senior portrait.  It looks brand new, even though it dates to 1941 or 1942.  It even has a 1940s, artdeco-esque frame.  Well, Lugene felt that I should be its rightful owner.  She gave me that framed portrait, which I cherish. It now sits in my curio cabinet with a vintage methods textbook and figurine of a small girl bundled up for winter waiting at a school bus stop, both given to me by my sister Erica, a fellow teacher. It is fitting considering my grandmother’s love of school; even in her last days, her school stories remained. I like to think that she’d love the fact that I now teach virtually from her home.

Sadly, Lugene passed away in September 2016, while Grandma Reid passed away in January of 2017.  They were two of my absolute favorite people, and now I own one simple item that will always hold memories of them both.

Belinda Carlisle – Mad About You (1986)

Belinda Carlisle – Mad About You (1986) (Official Video) (Lyrics)

(Written February 14, 2026)

Belinda Carlisle
Source: Big Issue

I can thank the Stranger Things effect and my niece Ellie Mae’s love of Belinda Carlisle’s Heaven is a Place on Earth (1987) for rediscovering this gem.  The day after watching the controversial ending to Stranger Things as a family out in my dad’s man cave on New Year’s Eve, I let Ellie give me a manicure using her new gel nail set.  As she did my nails, I had her tell me about the 80s/Stranger Things-inspired songs she liked.  Tiffany’s versions of I Think We’re Alone Now (1987) and Belinda Carlisle’s Heaven is a Place on Earth (1987) topped her list.  I couldn’t help but see so much of myself in her at that age that I made a list of similar 80s songs for her to check out if she’d like.  She’d discovered the girly pop music I’d grown up with:  Madonna, Whitney Houston, Paula Abdoul, Janet Jackson, the Bangles, Wilson Phillips, and of course, the GoGos and Belinda Carlisle. All topped the charts and made up a huge part of the soundtrack of my childhood.  Embarrassingly, I can probably still remember every word to Paula Abdoul’s Coldhearted Snake (1988) and Janet Jackson’s Escapade (1989) over 35 years later if asked.

The fun part is that I have a sneaking suspicion that Ellie loves music just as much as I do.  A few years ago now, her mom caught the cutest video clip of Ellie cleaning her room singing her heart out to Katy Perry’s Roar (2013).  It could have been me at age 8 or 9.  The realization that kids today have all music at their finger tips is both terrifying and incredible for someone who grew up transitioning from records, tapes, CDs, MP3s, and finally, streaming services.

If it hadn’t been for that discussion of Belinda Carlisle with my niece, who knows when I would have rediscovered Mad About You (1986), along with the video.  In fact, there are a few things I need to mention about the video.  First, I do not remember it at all.  Yet, it has quickly become one of my favorites from the 80s.  It is right up there with Material Girl (1984) – MadonnaMad About You (1986) has the same 80s does 50s Hollywood glamor vibe, but, if I am honest, there is just something I love about that video.  I can see why it became a hit, and I am left wondering just how much coverage it had on MTV.  I do hope that younger generations discover and appreciate the iconic music videos of the 80s-00s.  I do hope that they live on.  Happy Valentine’s Day!

Ghost – The Future is a Foreign Land (2024)

Ghost – The Future is a Foreign Land (2024) (Official Video) (Lyrics)

(Written February 10, 2026)

One of the absolute highlights of the chaos that was 2025 happened to be seeing Ghost in Grand Rapids in July.  The only live performance I’ve ever seen that even came close to Tobias Forge and company was Ringo Starr and his All-Star Band.  I left Van Andel Arena in absolute awe.  I would gladly go see Ghost again.

The funny thing is that when John and I bought tickets early in 2025, I really only knew their song Little Miss Sunshine.  I wanted to check out something new.  By the time John and I drove all over northern Michigan on our way to the concert (another story altogether), I’d become a full-fledged fan and knew half of their setlist.  Even that didn’t prepare me for what I was about to experience.  Tobias Forge’s stage presence is on an entirely different level.

Somewhere along the line, I couldn’t get the Ghost song The Future is a Foreign Land out of my head.  I blame my love of storytelling.  Add in a solid literary reference (Orwell’s 1984) mixed with historical references (brownshirts, Kennedys, etc.), how could I resist?  Then there is the video.  In my opinion, the animation is perfect.  The 60s/70s eve of destruction vibe works well.  Their animated videos tend to be among my favorites.  The Future is a Foreign Land, however, almost manages to romanticize the end of it all, and asks us all to become better people for it.

After the concert, I asked myself why The Future is a Foreign Land looms so large in my imagination.  Then I thought about what it means Gen X, or in my case, Xennial.  In the world we were born into, it has always been one minute to midnight.  The threat of nuclear war is a constant that’s never going away.  As a generation, we seem to have a fatalist streak, and it is no coincidence that my peers’ children grew up on series like The Hunger Games and Divergent.  In fact, The Future is a Foreign Land can be added to a dystopian playlist, which could include:

Eve of Destruction – Barry McQuire (1965)

99 Luftballons – Nena (1983) (I prefer the German language version)

It Is the End of the World as We Know It (And I Feel Fine) – R.E.M (1987)

We Didn’t Start the Fire – Billy Joel (1989)

Zombie – The Cranberries (1994) (or Rock Orchestra)

If you grew up on 80s rock and/or metal, you need to check out Ghost if you haven’t already.  Definite 80s vibes in the best possible way.

The Beatles – A Day in the Life (1967)

No introduction needed.

The Beatles – A Day in the Life (1967) (Official Video) (Lyrics)

(Written February 9, 2026)

February 9th, 1964, 62 years ago today, the Beatles first appeared on “The Ed Sullivan Show” kicking off what later became known as the British invasion.  Over the years, I’ve heard so many musicians state that their dream of becoming a rock star began that cold February night.  Ozzy stands out.  I believe it, too.  I’ve heard it described as everything going from black and white to technicolor.  So I thought today would be it.  Today I’ll discuss my favorite Beatles song of all time.

For decades, I could not tell you which Beatles song was my favorite.  There are several Beatles songs that remind me of my childhood and my mom.  All of The Beatles (better known as The White Album) reminds me of my semester bumming around Spain.  Then there were the Anthologies during my high school years with new music!  Real Love and Free as a Bird definitely fit in the ‘90s with the likes of Oasis and Blur.  In fact, I once read a comment that stated Oasis’s entire career could be summed up by Revolver.  Adoring Oasis before the egos took over, I can’t unsee that comment or disagree with it.  Let’s face it:  Most of the music I adore would simply not exist without the Beatles’ example.  This is especially true of 90’s alternative, although 90’s artists seemed to take themselves just a bit too seriously.  Regardless, the Beatles will always remain a revelation and inspiration.

So why A Day in the Life?  Well, first, it is the final track on my favorite Beatles album:  Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band.  I consider it my favorite Beatles album for one reason and one reason only:  Every time I listen to it, I have to listen to every. single. track.  No skipping.  I know of no other album, Beatles or otherwise, that is that good beginning to end.  Of course, it is considered the first concept album, too.

Also, A Day in the Life is a perfect example of why I love the Beatles music so much.  First, it tells a story.  One can get lost in the lyrics and the story.  Second, it is pure Lennon/McCartney magic.  Not too hard, not too sweet – just right! It is really two songs in one with a memorable bridge in between.  There are plenty of examples of Beatles songs structured like this, but it is the Wings songs that come to mind.  Some of my favorites, Band on the Run, Live and Let Die, and Uncle Albert/Admiral Halsey, just to name a few.  What’s not to love?  So, let’s take a minute today to appreciate all the amazing music we’ve enjoyed over the last several decades.

Ladies and gentleman, quite possibly the best Beatles quote by a Beatle.

Happy Birthday, John!

August 2023 – Blue October and Goo Goo Dolls concert!  One of my favorite memories.
Fall 2022 – Hanging out on State’s gorgeous campus.

June 2024 – Erica and Fred’s wedding @ Crystal Creek!

Happy birthday!  I am so grateful for all of the memories we’ve made over the last 5 years together and for all that is yet to come.

I love you.  It is quite simple:  you make me a better person!

Love,

Lindsey

Why I Write

(January 6th, 2026)

I’ve tried to blog countless times since school started this fall, and well, if I am honest, I’ve felt overwhelmed ever since Charlie Kirk’s tragic death.  There still are no words.  No matter what I have to say, all I could think of is that it could potentially add to the hate, and that would never be my intention.  It isn’t that I didn’t or don’t have anything to say.  No.  Quite the opposite.  I have so much to say that I didn’t know where to begin.  Sometimes, it just comes to you.  Sometimes, you just have to start again.

On rare days as a teacher you may have small wins.  Sometimes a lesson goes particularly well; it may finally “click” for that student you’ve been worried about all school year.  A small victory in the grand scheme of things, but invaluable when you truly care.  It is the same with writing.  There are times where you just have to get it down before it is gone forever.  It may not be perfect, but there is a kernel of truth in there somewhere.  On the rarest of rare occasions, both happen on the same day within the hour.  That was my day today, but first, a little background.

My dream of creating a creative writing club for my students may have started during my years teaching middle school at St. Mike’s, but I had no idea where it would lead.  At St. Mike’s, my teacher bestie Dorri and I teamed up to form a group for students grades 3-8 interested in writing.  We were small but mighty – and we even survived a pandemic.  I wish others could have witnessed the patience that my middle schoolers had with Dorri’s budding 3rd grade authors.  Dorri and I may no longer teach together, but we still bring up the magic that happened during writing club.  In fact, this fall, I learned that one of my former students, one of those patient middle schoolers now a high school senior, will soon have a short story published in an anthology.  He couldn’t be more deserving or have a brighter future.

Last year, my first year as a full-fledged teacher at Michigan Virtual Charter Academy (MVCA) teaching 10th grade high school English, I knew that I wanted to try again.  I wanted to create a creative writing club for our high school.  Throughout the school year, we became a tight knit group of writers who wholeheartedly supported one another.  I hated to see it end. This year, I didn’t know if I could create that atmosphere twice.

Fortunately, I did.  Even though I have an almost entirely new group of students this year, they are just as supportive and passionate about writing.  Above all, they are wonderful writers.  In fact, in addition to sharing what I wrote today during our session, I wish I could share some of my students’ work as well.  They are far more talented than I ever was during my high school years.  It is beautiful to see and gives me so much hope for the future.  Gen Z – and what I’ve witnessed of Gen Alpha – are far more compassionate and understanding than the Gen Xers, Xennials, and Millennials I grew up with.  They seem to grasp just how much damage mere words can do.  They also understand that there is more to life than work, image, and material things.

So, I decided to share with you what I wrote today in the span of twenty minutes.  It is not perfect, but it is a start.  There is something there.  In that same twenty minutes, one of my students created a piece so wonderful that it is begging to be shared.  I am hoping to get at least a paragraph of her work in the yearbook. Yes, 2026 is off to a great start. Today was a good day.

Why I Write …

I write to not be forgotten.

I write to calm the storm and slow down time.

I write to express and gather my thoughts and ideas.

I write to make sense of the chaos trying to drown me.

To create order out of chaos.

I write to explain the inexplicable.

I write to support and inspire others.

I write to find meaning where there is none.

I write to remember what shouldn’t be forgotten.

To capture what could be lost, what shouldn’t be lost.

I write to learn and study.

I write to make connections and share with others.

I write to expand my understanding of everything around me.

I write to learn how to teach others to write, wonder, and explore.

To create, to connect, to describe.

Field of Dreams – James Earl Jone’s

After watching Reagan (amazing movie, by the way) on Sunday, realizing that we as a nation have argued over the exact same issues for at least 60 years, and the passing of James Earl Jones on Monday, I’m in the mood for nostalgia.  When I learned the news that he had passed away, Jones’ speech […]

Field of Dreams – James Earl Jone’s

Appropriate that people are finding this post on Opening Day! ⚾️🥎❤️

For the Love of Baseball

The post was originally published on an earlier version of my blog.  I’ve slightly updated and modified the post.  Anything in bold I added to the original post.  Tigers’ opening day is April 5th at Comerica Park!  GO Tigers! I’ve tried writing this post several times over the last several years.  Sometimes there is so […]

For the Love of Baseball

LOVE how people are finding this opening day! ⚾️🥎